Wednesday, July 1, 2009

And Go Your Way in Safety,but notice all the beautiful colors around you

Ihad to take Christie and Hannah to sleep over camp in the Adirondack Mountains. I went with a very good friend and once we dropped the girls off, we spent 3 days wandering around the mountains and lakes. We took so many great pictures, did some shopping, rested, read and just had time for me. I was so happy to discover the person I use to be is still inside of me. I laughed so much, found a deep stillness inside of me and in some strange way, started to get to know myself again. I liked what I saw.
It made me really realize how I need to save myself, have a right to spend more time with this other side of me and make it a top priority.
I am on my way back up to pick up Hannah early, it wasn't the right camp for her. Christie loves it and will be staying another week. I am making this trip back up to the Adirondacks, to get Hannah, but turning into another mini vacation. Heading to Vermont to spend some time in the Green Mountains. Lots of photos to take, colors and beauty to be seen.
I had a very rough time recovering from that last incident with Melanie, but with the help of many therapists, there are plans in place and more support than ever. I'm letting them in....no more thinking it is my fault.
Again, your kindness and suppport touches me, deeply.
Happy Trails!
XXXXXXX
Cheryl

15 comments:

Lynilu said...

I so glad to hear you say that. Yes, take care of yourself, so you can take care of others, dear Cheryl.

I remember the day I realized I had ceased to laugh. Or I had quit sincere laughing, laughing for joy. I set about to make changes, and because of several waylays, it took me a while to actually turn it around. I'm happy to say I've enjoyed the sound of my own laughter for about 3 years now, and it sounds wonderful.

Enjoy!!! Enjoy being yourself and enjoying who you are!

deb said...

I'm glad you're taking the time to fill your cup. It was Katie's first day back home, I can barely move I'm so drained. I'm going to go and soak in a tub and refill my cup. Take care of yourself woman.

kristi said...

Good for you!

Rudee said...

You need to post those pictures!

♥Caroline♥ said...

just have some fun...you deserve it..

Maggie May said...

Yes, it is time you thought about you.
Glad things are going better for you all. Enjoy it.

Bina said...

Sounds like a wonderful trip. Good for you! I hope you also enjoy yourself greatly on this next mini-vacation. It's what we all need once in a while. Being with nature is just so ... healing.

Beth said...

YAYAYAYAY!!!!! this sounds wonderful! I can hear the smile on your face.

XOXOXOX

menopausaloldbag (MOB) said...

Grand to see such a positive post from you. We have so many roles and identities that it is often our own as an individual that gets buried deep. Glad you found yourself. X

joker the lurcher said...

i am so pleased things are settling down and that you are feeling so much better. many hugs

Jenster said...

What a great way to refresh yourself! I've been very negligent in making the rounds and commenting, but you and Melanie and the whole family are always close in thought and prayer. And thank you for being the incredible person you are and touching the lives that you do.

Amber said...

I am sooo happy that you did that for yourself. More, more!

:)

Serendipity said...

Glad to hear you had a good time there.

Jaina said...

I'm glad you reconnected with yourself. I love to hear hope in your words. :)

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